sometimes I think selfish

I sometimes fear of being selfish figure. did not want to belong to someone else and just for me alone. but is it true? obviously wrong! I that will destroy everything.

never thinking so I'm not you think? sometimes I want to have you completely selfish. but I woke up from a dream and realized it would not happen in real life. I still would spoil it if I'm selfish. I would never do that because I'm a woman. I'm happy with the order for this. most probably you who understand me. but if seen from the side of me?

Just in my dream i can to have you. But sometimes In my dream you have not me.